About five years ago (and likely well past my bedtime) I stumbled across a music video, linked from a now-defunct web forum:
(June 6, 2021 update: the original video I posted here was removed from YouTube since I first made this post. I have replaced it with a reupload and secured a local copy, but keep that in mind as you review the rest of this post; it adds another pinch of spice to the whole affair)
The video delighted and ensorceled me. The music, the dancing, the costume, the dramatic minimalist synth playing, all of it coalesced into something that made me perfectly happy.
I showed it to my spouse in the morning, we laughed about it, and I closed the tab, confident I could easily find the video again when I needed it back in my life.
This would not prove to be the case.
At punctuated intervals across the intervening months and years, I would spend hours and hours unsuccessfully trying to locate the video again, based on my increasingly-hazy recollection of it.
Here’s what didn’t work:
- Locating the original forum post (it was gone).
- Searching through my browser history (too extensive).
- Searching through my YouTube view history (a sobering journey).
- Googling many terms about the content of the video (many of which were based on my inaccurate memories).
My confidence shattered (I’m a trained librarian, by gosh!), I abandoned the search for years, until two nights ago (again, up too late), I was struck by the desire to take another crack at it.
As the embedded video above suggests, I was successful.
Information Literacy Sidebar
This is an important lesson in web searching; one I should have remembered. When trying to find a media
- The semantic metadata doesn’t exist (this video was relatively obscure).
- What semantic metadata there is mostly in a language the searcher isn’t fluent in (German).
- The searcher is basing their semantic searching on false premises or false memories (Example: I remembered the performer’s costume as silver, not black, and based my initial searching on that).
Instead, start filtering immediately via factual information.
- If you are near-certain about a unique phrase, put the phrase in quotes (“where are you”).
- Identify the kind of artifact it is (music video).
- Filter by any other quality of the artifact you are near-certain of (it was German).
- Don’t stop on the first page of search results!
It was that search string: (“where are you” music video german) that finally led me to my prize, several pages of search results deep.
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Was it worth it? Did the video hold up to the immense significance my years of fruitless
The video is wonderous, of course. The resolution of the journey itself was exhilarating. Yet I’m not certain it was worth all the hours I spent in fruitless search….
…or I wasn’t certain, until I stumbled onto an additional discovery that had me smiling for so long my face literally hurt.
This requires a little more personal context: I hate almost all web comments (because I can’t resist reading them, and nearly always feel sadder and dumber as a result). To that end, I run a variety of browser extensions to prevent them from appearing on most websites, including YouTube.
When I rediscovered 16 BIT – Where are you (Long 12” Version Video Clip) (Edit: 6-1-21 reupload), it was on my computer browser, where I could not see any comments on the video. When I stayed up too late again last night, I decided to watch the video again. This time, I watched it on my phone, which does not have any of these comment-blocking browser extensions.
Because, of course, I could not resist doing so, I swiped down to read the comments, scrolled past the following comment, then slowly back up to it again.
The comment was made only 7 months ago as of the date of this writing. Had I found the video before now, during one of my previous fruitless search sessions, I wouldn’t have seen it.
Via the commenter’s username, I looked them up, and from a large photo portrait featured the website of their Berlin-based relationship coaching practice(!), I confirmed that it was the same person, 20-odd years later, though not so futuristically-garbed or silver-faced. They looked happy and healthy.
What began as a strange
I’d lost something, and when I found it again, it ended up being even more than I’d dared hope for. Something really, really absurd.
(June 6, 2021 postscript: Since the original video was taken down, I suspect this post is now the only public record of the aforementioned comment. Thanks for providing more evidence of the current nature of ephemerality and timebound serendipity, Google!)